D.

New message this evening, and the first one of this sort I've ever got. 'D' lives in the US and so he wants to have an adult webcam relationship. Oddly, I'm not sure I feel comfortable. I've slept with a few of my SDs, though only after a few dates and after an allowance has begun officially, etc etc etc. It always felt fine, just par for the course.

Doing it solely via the internet seems a bit... illicit. He says he will offer me 300-500 each time, but wheres the guarantee? It all seems JUST about the sex. This is the first time I've felt seedy, like I'm selling my body.

Nevertheless, for faking an orgasm once a week it doesn't sound half bad. I don't even have to talk to him. I've messaged him back for now saying I'm interested and demanding details, so I guess I'll just wait and see how this one plays out. I'm actually tempted, but can't help associating myself with literally giving sex for money if I do this.

Xo.